Well here’s an encouraging thing. I sat down to write. It was 10.25 and I thought. If I start now I won’t finish until 11.30 so I won’t start. And why is this encouraging? It reminds me that once I do get myself on it I just get swallowed up in it. I sink into it and I keep going.
So the next time I try and put it off, I need to remind myself about this thought. Even if I am going to bed now.